Blueyedmommyof2

So a whole lot has changed since I have been on here last. Cayden is five almost six. His dad and I have made nice and are actually trying to live with one another for our sons sake. A long with his girlfriend, which I actually like. She is really sweet and really good with Cayden. I am hoping one day she will be his stepmom. I have gone to school and gotten my degree in medical coding and billing although it really has not gotten me anywhere. I was dating a guy named Erick for a little while well a month and half and I thought things were going well but he broke up with me over text message. What a pussy, but the story gets even better come

Two weeks ago on Monday my boyfriend and I broke up. Due to Cayden's sperm donor.  He purposely ruined the best thing outside of Cayden in my life.  I was happy and he did not like it.  Dispite the fact that he is involed in his own relationship with a girl who was 16 when we had Cayden.  He knows what buttons to press when it comes to me, he knows just how to say something to get my mind going and after that there is no stopping me. I just don't think and my thoughts race. And now I am misrable all over again and he is wallowing in my misery. And the funny thing is that he thinks that everything can just go back to me not hating him. Well I

So I have not written in while.  But there is a good reason...I have been getting my life in order. I have started going to school for administrative healthcare management. That way I don't have to depend on Cayden's dead beat father who feels that it is his job to repopulate the planet or on this joke of a state that I live in. Cayden's dad has knocked up not only one but two people this year. One got an abortion and the other is attempting to carry the baby to full term. But she is high risk...plus until this child is born I do not consider it Cayden's sibling. His father also might have another child that is 7 or 8. He is homeless has no j